Jenny P (![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} anijen21) wrote,@ 2008-03-10 16:29:00 |
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such a good day!
God I have been in such a terrible mood lately. My patience is just gone. My friends are pissing me off, work is pissing me off, class is pissing me off. I was watching Serenity last night, and it was just pissing me off. I don't know why! I am on some sort of short fuse, and everything has just been pissing me off.
But now I feel so much better!
I have to brag a little, I'm sorry. First of all, I FINALLY GOT A FUCKING A ON MY ECON EXAM. He even wrote "excellent!" across the top. I even barked out "FINALLY!" right in front of him when I got it, lol. God, I thought I was just dumb or something, I was studying more for those tests than I've ever studied in my life and I was just getting B's. It PISSED. ME. OFF. But now I got a high enough A that I don't even have to take the last exam if I'm okay with an A-. But I figure, not taking the last exam and potentially getting an A could be one of those random things that haunts me till the day I die, and I certainly don't want to be regretting not taking a fucking econ exam on my death bed. So I'll just take it. I've already read for half this unit anyway.
Second-of-ly, I have finally hit a point in my work-out regimen that I honestly thought I would never attain. I can now run 3 miles at 6 miles an hour. This is not very impressive, I know. But to me, it's just like...the absolute average of all athleticisms, you know? Like on one end of the spectrum is crazy Olympic marathon runners, triathletes, or Lance Armstrong, and on the other end of the spectrum is the guy whose only form of physical activity in a day is walking back and forth from his car before and after work, and then there's 3 miles at 6 miles an hour smack in the middle. The median. Not crazy in shape, but, you know, if I told someone that, they'd think I at least care about my body a little bit. It just feels good to be normal in a way :)
Also, I got my second runner's high today. This one was even more potent. It was kind of like a really nice painkiller. For the first time almost ever, I want to do it again just to get that again. It's cool to think that God put a little pharmacy in your brain that the federal government can't criminalize, and all it costs, is, you know...30 minutes of vast unpleasantness. But I was lying on the mat, waiting to cool down so I could do some sit-ups, and I was just smiling like an idiot. It was great.
So I think today might have recharged me enough to at least get through the next two weeks. I feel so much better now. :)
ETA: I just filled my Cadbury Cream Egg quota for the year.
This is the new song I've been listening to over and over on repeat:
It's from Star Wars, and tbh the first time I heard it I didn't recognize it. There's so much memorable music from those movies but damn, I think this is my favorite.
God I have been in such a terrible mood lately. My patience is just gone. My friends are pissing me off, work is pissing me off, class is pissing me off. I was watching Serenity last night, and it was just pissing me off. I don't know why! I am on some sort of short fuse, and everything has just been pissing me off.
But now I feel so much better!
I have to brag a little, I'm sorry. First of all, I FINALLY GOT A FUCKING A ON MY ECON EXAM. He even wrote "excellent!" across the top. I even barked out "FINALLY!" right in front of him when I got it, lol. God, I thought I was just dumb or something, I was studying more for those tests than I've ever studied in my life and I was just getting B's. It PISSED. ME. OFF. But now I got a high enough A that I don't even have to take the last exam if I'm okay with an A-. But I figure, not taking the last exam and potentially getting an A could be one of those random things that haunts me till the day I die, and I certainly don't want to be regretting not taking a fucking econ exam on my death bed. So I'll just take it. I've already read for half this unit anyway.
Second-of-ly, I have finally hit a point in my work-out regimen that I honestly thought I would never attain. I can now run 3 miles at 6 miles an hour. This is not very impressive, I know. But to me, it's just like...the absolute average of all athleticisms, you know? Like on one end of the spectrum is crazy Olympic marathon runners, triathletes, or Lance Armstrong, and on the other end of the spectrum is the guy whose only form of physical activity in a day is walking back and forth from his car before and after work, and then there's 3 miles at 6 miles an hour smack in the middle. The median. Not crazy in shape, but, you know, if I told someone that, they'd think I at least care about my body a little bit. It just feels good to be normal in a way :)
Also, I got my second runner's high today. This one was even more potent. It was kind of like a really nice painkiller. For the first time almost ever, I want to do it again just to get that again. It's cool to think that God put a little pharmacy in your brain that the federal government can't criminalize, and all it costs, is, you know...30 minutes of vast unpleasantness. But I was lying on the mat, waiting to cool down so I could do some sit-ups, and I was just smiling like an idiot. It was great.
So I think today might have recharged me enough to at least get through the next two weeks. I feel so much better now. :)
ETA: I just filled my Cadbury Cream Egg quota for the year.
This is the new song I've been listening to over and over on repeat:
It's from Star Wars, and tbh the first time I heard it I didn't recognize it. There's so much memorable music from those movies but damn, I think this is my favorite.
